Girllll… It Ain’t That Deep!
Written: 9/2/23 @ 7:12am
Mannnnn, I just had a great moment! It brought me to the point where I just said to myself, “I’m all about truth.” Now, the thought came out that way, but what I was really thinking was more along the lines of, “I like to get to the root of things.” I can’t stand tryna problem-solve with somebody & feeling like they worried about the wrong damn thing! *in a non-judgemental way of course lol*
From there, I pondered a little further. I then realized that I believe that the truth is deeply rooted. I’m always asking ‘why’ or ‘how’?! With this being a belief of mine, I’m usually hella introspective at times… most times… even the wrong damn times! lol & it’s like… WOW! That epiphany just amazed me. Some things are truly just as it is!
Zanggg… Now I wanna look into why I’m like this?! lol
Now this seems like the right time & space for introspection 😄 but I’ll save that for another time!
There have been soooo many times where I have wracked my brain tryna figure out why a person is the way they are, why did they do that, maybe if I show up this way, they’ll react differently, or trying to think of ways I can solve their problems for them! Guess where it led me… NO DAMN WHERE! Left me feeling drained and saaadddd because eventually, I’ll see it was a never-ending rabbit hole!
I now feel more called to save myself the headache & just lean more into the lighter side of things… or maybe the more surface-level/simple side of things? 🤷🏾♀️ OR! OR! Here’s a good one… just take things as they present themselves! Wheeww *claps* that’s how I needed to hear it! lol like x + g = c⚪️ BIG PERIOD! Ain’t no ‘why’ or ‘because’ after it! 😂 Can y’all tell how over myself I am right now?! Because let’s be real, muthafuckas are DENSE and DUMB!… Okay, that was harsh lol but for real, it’s so many people out there, that just rather not dig deeper. & I guess how I interpret that sometimes is, they rather live a lie most times. I be so hell-bent on the truth and whole time, they running from it.
New Affirmation Alert!
I will not burden myself with other’s issues
I will not care more about other’s situations than they care about their own
There’s a time and place for everything
It ain’t that deep ma’am
Peace Peeps ✌🏾,
Pri 💜
Just Journal It!
What are some of your beliefs? How do they play a role in your everyday life? Does it always serve you, or nah? Write it down! I promise writing is sooo much different than keeping everything in that noggin lol 😄